Fun at the Cook Shack

I'm not crazy!

2012-02-14T11:02:00.003-05:00

In my early teens I had to stop eating apples because they made my mouth, eyes, lips, and ears itch, my sinuses fill up and my throat swell up. More and more fruits were put on the banned list. Peaches, pears, cherries, apricots, plums, nectarines. Even just peeling or cutting them makes me swell up and itch. I've noticed that carrots, and almonds do the same thing to me, and peeling and cutting potatoes. The weird thing is that I can eat them all if they have been cooked.

We went to the allergist for Reuben, and since they tested for air born stuff, I was wondering if he had the same food allergy that I have, because it looks a lot like hay fever, but it's not air born.

Turns out, it is air born! Well, kind of. I have a cross-reactive pollen allergy. The proteins in the fruit look a lot like pollen to my body, so it reacts like I snorted pollen. First, it was nice to know I am not crazy, and have proof that I am not just trying to get out of eating fruit. He handed me a pamphlet about it (they have a pamphlet about it!) My list of fruit, including the carrots and almonds, are next to the birch pollen. He said, that it is just going to get worse with age, and more things will be added to the list.

But, he also said he could fix it, with shots, but it might be worth it to have a nice juicy peach next season! So, I'll be making an appointment for myself before peach season! It's been 28 years since I've had a caramel apple, I might have to make the appointment sooner.

Memory

2012-02-03T10:43:00.000-05:00

Did I ever have Saddle Shoes? I saw something today that reminded me of the little holes around the edge of the black part on the saddle shoes, and then I remember I loved my saddle shoes.

The truth is, I really have no idea if that is a made up memory, or a real one. Black and white saddle shoes. I would have been in upper elementary school.

Now, my pink little pumps with the strap around the ankle, I really had those. My first pair of "high heels." I think my favorite dress was actually my favorite because it went with those shoes.

Comparison is the thief of joy.

2012-02-02T12:23:00.000-05:00

Two projects in one. My calligraphy, and a phone photo a day.

This is a book the calligraphy guild will be adding to each meeting, so I figured what better to put on the cover than a reminder that I should just try and improve on my own abilities, instead of be sad that I will always see someone who is better than me. But, the funny thing is, I'll never get better without comparison, I have to compare. The trick is to remember that I have to keep working even when comparison steals the joy. Does that make sense? I have to get to a point where I am happy with my work, so I don't have to compare as often.

No allergies

2012-01-28T18:53:00.001-05:00

Reuben has been complaining of headaches so at his 6 year appointment we discussed it with our doctor. The good news he doesn't have symptoms that would result in worry, the bad news is we aren't sure what it is.

One suggestion was allergies. I have allergies, and Reuben has had breathing, and skin issues, and seems to get hit with cold symptoms when my allergies are worst. So, to the specialist we went. 20 pokes, and the only reaction was to the histamine which was the control poke. The allergist said he was surprised that all of them turned out negative because from just looking at Reuben (dark circles under his eyes, swollen inside of nose, etc.) he thought for sure we'd hit something. But he's not allergic to any of the air born stuff they tested.

He gave us nose spray, and asked us to come back in a month. Reuben, while not happy about it, was a perfect patient and was happy that he didn't have any allergies, no matter how cool BNL makes it sound.

Exercise Video

2012-01-28T18:41:00.001-05:00

Guess what, Duck Tales and Darkwing Duck are as good as I remember them. I need to get vol 2 and 3 of Duck Tales and maybe Talespin too. 9.99 at costco. Disney is genius... wait until we are thirty to release our favorite childhood shows so we can get our kids hooked.

Cow Boys.

2012-01-28T18:38:00.000-05:00

Reuben found his leather vest, and decided he wanted to wear it the next day to school. Then after looking through his shirts, told me, very disappointed-ly, that he couldn't wear his vest because none of his shirts looked good underneath it. I granted permission to wear his white button up shirt.

He woke up the next morning, and came out to wake me up. "Mommy, can I wear this." I rolled over and saw my little cowboy. I told him he could wear everything but the hat to school. He took the hat off and left it on my bed.

Simeon told me he didn't have to go to school and commandeered the hat.

Seasonal

2012-01-27T14:34:00.000-05:00

Here is a rant for you.

I love pumpkin shakes. I especially love them at Culver's with pecans. I went the other day, and was ready to get my pumpkin shake with pecans, only to find out that it was "Seasonal" and they don't have it anymore.

Now, I understand fresh fruit being seasonal, but pumpkin from a can is not seasonal! Who decided we could only eat pumpkin from a can in October and November? It's canned, it's not like the pumpkin puree would be bitter or flavorless.

I guess I just need to get more people to have cravings for pumpkin shakes year round so, that they will have their cans of pumpkin on hand for when I need a fix.

Anniversary

2012-01-26T17:37:00.001-05:00

Justin and I celebrated our anniversary (Dec. 30th) with a lunch date to Goodwood. I was looking forward to it for months! When I discovered Goodwood in Draper (going to the JoAnne's in Draper because the JoAnne's in Brickyard is horrible.) I was ready and craving it.

We first discovered Goodwood when I was pregnant with Reuben. I had spent most of life not liking meat, but pregnancy had me craving a steak, a good steak. And since I didn't trust myself to make a good steak, I made Justin take me to Goodwood.

So, Justin and I have been married for years. (I'm bad with numbers remember, I'm sure you can check the comments and someone will tell me how many). Our lunch was delicious, isn't that nice when a place holds up to your fond memories of it?! We talked about our last year, and were very thankful to recognize that the anniversary date previous was from the value menu at Dairy Queen. I don't have anything against Dairy Queen, I just really like having the option to eat else where on special occasions.

Reuben at 6 years old.

2012-01-24T11:16:00.000-05:00

52.03 lbs 82%
48.23 in 93%

Mad Scientist Birthday Party

2012-01-23T12:55:00.001-05:00

I've never done a birthday party for Reuben, but he is finally to the point that a birthday party would be for him, and not for me and the mom's of our playgroup, so I was considering it quietly. Then Reuben asked about it, and we decided we'd try.

When Reuben initially asked about a birthday party, he mentioned power rangers. I could see no way a power rangers birthday party could happen at my house and not drive me bonkers. So, I proposed a mad scientist party. Reuben has committed to being many things when he grows up, and most recently it has been a scientist, so a science themed party would be a pretty good fit.

I spent a lot of time on the inter webs looking for age appropriate experiments.

It was a success! The children were engaged, and because he had demos and experiments there was no running around like crazy people (which would drive me bonkers). I had the help of Justin, Jordan, and Courtlin, and a few parents that stayed. Which, I needed. It appeared that everyone had a nice time, but especially Reuben. I love those parenting moments where all the hard work you did and are doing displays joy on your child's face.

The stars are made with marshmallow fondant. I used a recipe that wasn't very detailed, if I ever have to do it again I will use the recipe found here.

Jordan called before she came over, "is there a theme to this party?" she asked, "Can I dress up?" she asked. She impressed some 5 and 6 year olds, and especially their parents.

Chemical reaction to blow up a balloon. Water, baking soda, vinegar.

Non-Newtonian liquid intro, Quick Sand. Sand, cornstarch, and water. the penny bouncing vs sinking was a huge hit.

Forensic science. finger print investigation. Cheap magnifying glasses are pretty cheap, but they are foggy, but the kids still had fun making fingerprints and comparing them to the patterns.

We also examined jelly bellies with the magnifying glasses, and used our other senses (taste and smell) to identify them.

Volcano, made with sand play dough and a root beer bottle.

Borax and glue slime.

Angry Birds Plushies

2012-01-23T11:16:00.000-05:00

Look what I made! Thanks to these tutorials!

Every time Reuben saw the toys in the store he would ask for one, unfortunately for him, he does not have a mother who will spend 19 dollars on a stuffed toy ball. I found all of the fleece I needed in the remnant bin and had a 10% off entire purchase coupon. It took me three hours per bird start to finish. I'm gonna make a few more because they are such a hit with the boys.

Reuben Turns Six

2012-01-23T11:09:00.000-05:00

Much like his birth, this friday the thirteenth birthday lasted a couple days. Since Reuben's school day is so short on Fridays, his teacher asked if we could do his birthday day on Thrusday. He wanted to bring oatmeal cookies, and a poster of pictures. He got to wear a crown all day, and got a book and a book mark. When Simeon and I picked him up he ran to the car with is crown on and a very sweet smile.

He woke up at 6 on his birthday, we opened presents. Simeon was a little upset that he didn't have any presents, and like the kind older brother he is, Reuben let Simeon help him open the presents. Then had a cupcake for breakfast, and then it was off to school. We opened his helicopter and plugged it into charge, and then went to McDonalds. I gave Reuben the choice between a dollar movie and McDonalds. We got there at noon and left at 3. Reuben and Simeon had a great time climbing the tunnels and going down the slide. Courtlin dropped by for dinner. Justin put the boys to bed and I started blowing up balloons for the party on Saturday (which will require it's own post.)

Reuben is pleased to be six. He is smart, friendly, kind, aware, and helpful. He can talk your ear off, but is just as interested in listening to your story.

The other day he was sitting on my lap cuddling, and he said, "What if I still do this when I am 16?" I told him I hope he will, even if it squishes me. He said he would, and here is my evidence to hold him to it.

I love him, and we are so lucky to have him in our family.

Utah Natural History Museum

2012-01-21T20:17:00.000-05:00

The Natural History Museum has 4 free days a year, and I was lucky enough to catch the first. I reserved extra tickets so I wouldn't have to go alone.

My complaint about this museum is it is not made for big groups or strollers to stop and look at something, it is a narrow walkway most of the way through. There are some pretty cool stop off points, including the above. There are a few Popsicle type sticks and some cement poured over some dinosaur bone shapes. The kids didn't get dirty not matter how hard they stabbed the slab. There was a really cool ant farm, and a Great Salt Lake Area, did you know that the north end is actually kind of sweet smelling? If the family membership was a 30 dollars cheaper I would buy it so that we had an indoor place for July and August, and January and February.

The kids had a great time until the last few minutes when everyone was just done.The nice thing is we just had to get in the elevator and go out to the cars, we didn't have to weave through our way to the doors.

It's finally a white Christmas!

2012-01-21T11:40:00.000-05:00

Before Christmas Reuben thought it was hilarious to threaten me. "It's not going to be a white Christmas, Mommy." I'd start to cry, and he would maniacally laugh. Well, he was right, it was not a white Christmas. A few Saturdays later he looked out the window, and was very please to tell me that it was finally going to be a white Christmas.

They have been promising me a winter storm for the last few days, but it is currently raining, which made those last few patches of snow disappear. I don't miss pushing my stroller around in inches of snow. I don't miss getting so cold I get numb. But I do miss how it looks, white and sparkling, clean and fresh. I miss taking a deep breath full of cold air and feeling alive, because I could tell a difference me between my body and my surroundings. I miss feeling like this dead part of the year was actually giving something back in return instead of just being dead.

I know that I am in the minority with this school of thought, but I'd sure love to have some snow to enjoy. (Driving twenty minutes to see man made snow does not count).

You get what you pay for

2012-01-21T11:22:00.000-05:00

Justin got an appointment at a fancy salon for me as a christmas/anniversary present.I have long been bemoaning the fact that my one true beauty was not so much of a beauty anymore. Well, four hours in the salon and a bunch of money and I'm back to feeling like I have a beauty again.

I have never been much of a make-up wearer. The end result didn't make that much of a difference so I never felt the urge to waste the time. Well, that is not the case anymore. I do look better after spending an hour trying to look better. It's a blessing and a curse, it means I can do something to look a bit better, but it also means I have to do something to look a bit better. That makes 9 o'clock church a little challenging.

It's been a couple weeks and I am still happy to be blond again, and happy that I can wear my hair down and not be thinking about the weird cut. And it is so nice to have people compliment me, for a large girl like myself that doesn't happen that often, so its a nice change.

Now the only problem is up keep. My hobbies are going to have to get cheaper so I can keep my hair looking good.

Camera Give Away

2012-01-19T15:01:00.000-05:00

http://bit.ly/yWVype

It won't hurt to try. MCP Actions if having a customer loyalty camera give away, and if you click on that link I get another entry.

quote board

2012-01-18T19:25:00.002-05:00

Reuben: "Mommy, Simeon says he is poopy, can I change his diaper?"

Tooth Fell Out

2012-01-14T23:03:00.000-05:00

New Years Eve Day.

Reuben comes in to show me that his baby tooth is only hanging on by a thread. I say "Yuck!" and then "I'll get in contact with the tooth fairy and tell her it is coming out any day now." He left the room to go play with a christmas present, and minutes later I heard yelling, "It fell out! My tooth fell out!"

For the first lost tooth we thought the tooth fairy should bring a little toy (Reuben values those more than money). I asked him if he wanted me to pass a special request on. He thought and thought. With Christmas just a week before, and no watching of commercials it took a while to come up with something. Finally, he told me about mighty beanz. So, off I went to find the tooth fairy.

That night we had friends over for a fondue party, but the tooth fairy snuck into the room of sleeping boys and replaced the tiny tooth with a mighty bean. Reuben was so excited in the morning, not for the new year, but that the tooth fairy came.

The space it left was not gaping, the new tooth was already as tall as the baby teeth in front of it, and currently pushing it's way forward.

Quote Board

2012-01-02T22:40:00.002-05:00

Simeon touching Mommy's Face: "Oh! a baby's bottom!"

(He left out the words "smooth as.")

Christmas Morning

2011-12-27T22:59:00.000-05:00

I woke up at 6 worried about how much we needed to get through before 11 o'clock church. So, I started with myself. Showered, gathered music, instruments, turned on Christmas music, turned it up. Went downstairs into the boys room and sang along with the Christmas music, continued singing and picked up the boys to cuddle them. Finally, they woke up when I whispered "Merry Christmas." Reuben then went to wake up daddy.

Then it was time to open presents. The boys had a wonderful time, mommy and daddy had a wonderful time. No one was disappointed, or too extremely spoiled. Santa followed through with a pillow pet for each boy. Then we got a really cool hot wheels garage, muppet caper, Harry Potter the 8th, a wii with some games. Then it was blueberry pancakes on my new griddle/panini press, and off to get ready for church.

I left the boys and daddy to go make sure everything was set up for all of my musical numbers. I haven't been that nervous for sacrament meeting ever. Then, slowly every responsibility was taken care of, and I could start to enjoy my Christmas. I know I'm not the only willing and talented person in the ward, but for some reason most everything fell on me. It all turned out nicely, and it is all over.

We got home from church, put the ham in the oven, made all the sides, and played with our family gift of the wii while everything baked.

We did a video chat with my family, and then we rushed over to my aunt and uncle's to spend some time with them. The day was gone like that, but all so pleasant.

I know I won't remember any of this in a few months, and that is why you get the play by play. So often holiday's get so much hype, and I really felt like we kept it under control, but just enough that it will stand out to the boys.

Christmas Eve

2011-12-27T19:00:00.000-05:00

We started out the morning going to the church to practice our duet, Then we caroled to our neighbors. We caroled to family with Jordan and Courtlin the night before. Caroling is one of my very favorite Christmas traditions.

When we got home we opened two presents. And then used them.

The day went quickly, and soon it was time for the nativity and bed.

I love our Christmas Eve traditions, even if the children are running around crazy like and not really paying attention.

We put the boys to bed. We helped Santa, and we were in bed by 10:30.

Ginger Bread House

2011-12-27T18:38:00.000-05:00

Reuben and I decorated a gingerbread house. We had great fun, and were pretty proud of the result. Pieces of it slowly disappear, which is the point of a ginger bread house, right?

Ninja Shepherd

2011-12-27T12:06:00.000-05:00

Needless to say the shepherds will no longer be allowed staffs.

Merry Christmas

2011-12-26T20:20:00.000-05:00

I'll take a break from our play-with-our-christmas-presents pajama day to wish you all a Merry Christmas.

I was responsible for most of the Sacrament meeting special musical numbers, so it was a relief when Church was over. Two Song with the primary, two with the choir, one duet with Justin. All of them went well. Of course there where a few moments of "This isn't working" but, honestly, the spirit of the message carried those parts. The message: Jesus was born to teach and save us.

More of our Christmas celebrating to come.

Handsomes.

2011-12-26T00:41:00.000-05:00

Cell phones

2011-12-24T23:54:00.000-05:00

There was a campaign on the trains that said, "If it has a ring tone, it is not a camera." I do subscribe to this notion, but boy am I glad that my ring tone holder has a camera on it.

Crazy Hair Day

2011-12-23T10:43:00.000-05:00

Reuben's class had crazy hair and hat day on the last day before vacation. So, we put Gorilla snot in his hair, and made it "poke up all over" We were originally going to go for spikes but the twisting was pulling his hair too much.

He was pretty pleased with it, until Aiden had bugs in his hair, and I made him wash his hair twice to get all of the snot out.

Ward Christmas Party

2011-12-23T10:36:00.000-05:00

I was a little stressed leading up tot he Ward Christmas party because I had been tasked with finding some musical entertainment. I tried really hard to not take the "easy" way out, but ended up in the end taking that way out anyway. Is it weird that I would rather stand up and perform in front of people rather than call someone else and ask them to do it?

There is a 12 year old in our ward, that is just a sweet heart. He just graduated from primary so I knew him from there. And a little bird called his mom told me he was sad that he had graduated before the primary program, so I took that as a permission to get him to do something. He played the violin and I played the piano. It was lovely. The only thing was people talked through his whole performance. Then Justin stood at the microphone and I played the guitar and he sang a bit.

While my responsibility was happening, Reuben was off with the primary kids getting costumes on. He told us on the way to the party that he wanted to be an angel. Well, apparently "Boys aren't angels." Please forgive my mother bear for a moment: BOYS ARE TOO ANGELS! This is the only time that the lack of female presence in the scriptures doesn't annoy me. Can you name one female angel? We know there are female angels, but the evidence is that there are boy angels. My sweet angel, stuck with it, and after all of the girls were given every last halo, he got a piece of white fabric tied around his head. (Which reminds me I need to go buy some halo making garland.)

Still my angel's spirits were just dampened enough to tell us the story. He still was glad to be an angel.

We also learned that gingerbread house decorating is not a group sport. To avoid bickering and hurt feelings there really needs to be one house per child. Some day our kids will learn that they just have to get along because the mommy's are just gonna be friends and that is that.

Lights on Temple Square

2011-12-23T10:25:00.000-05:00

We met daddy after work to walk around temple square. Simeon let out little gasps of ohhs and ahhs. Reuben just wanted to see every nativity. It was a pleasant evening complete with raspberry bread pudding from The Nauvoo Cafe, that stuff is delicious.

We caught the tale end of a high school choir performing in the visitor center, they were very good and it strengthened my resolve to find a choir in January to join.

I don't know of anything funnier than kids in snow suits. After freezing their tales off at the zoo lights, we had them wear their snow pants. No one got cold, and we had a completely pleasant night.

Reuben's Teeth.

2011-12-21T02:03:00.000-05:00

Jun. 5, 2006: Reuben's first documented tooth. little tiny sharpness on his gum line. crabby baby.

Dec. 11,2011: Reuben's first loose tooth. Photo from Dec.14

Quote Board

2011-12-17T12:12:00.001-05:00

Reuben: (Singing) Giddy-up giddy-up giddy-up let's go...to another dimension!

sleigh ride

2011-12-15T20:15:00.002-05:00

He sang this un-prompted while in the car this morning, so I tried my best to get him to sing it when we got home.

Reuben's Talk

2011-12-14T15:42:00.000-05:00

Reuben gave a talk in Primary on Sunday. He wrote it all himself. Daddy was working so missed it, and since it wasn't sacrament meeting, I recorded it. I did think twice about posting the video here, but, the message is good for all to hear.

Thanksgiving New Mexico Trip

2011-12-13T21:02:00.000-05:00

The Shepherd's Carol

2011-12-13T12:52:00.000-05:00

I prepped these for Primary Singing time, but thought I should share, because I know I am not the only one trolling the interwebs for something already prepped. This will also work great for FHE (we did it last night.) I taught it to the nursery with and signs. finger to mouth (hush) Hand over eyes (look) rocking baby. hands out and up (all) hands together forward (gifts).

I use the handbell set I have (that is what the color dots are) but you could use chimes. It works best to have the D cord on one side, and the A7 on the other with the D in the middle, and to point at the group when you want them to play.

I don't have any of the rights for the images, sorry guys.

Kindergarten Holiday Concert

2011-12-13T12:38:00.001-05:00

Grandma will watch all of these, but I do not expect that of anyone else. I highly suggest the second video, we have incorporated the dance moves into our daily life.

Living Nativity

2011-12-12T12:52:00.000-05:00

My great friend posted on facebook, that her stake puts on a living nativity. She reported that last year they had yaks. So, of course we jumped at the chance to go. Well, I was expecting a little something set up in the parking lot. As we got closer to the chapel, cars lined the street, and people clogged the sidewalks and cross walks. That was our first clue that this was going to be bigger than we expected.

Reuben wasn't feeling 100% so he got the stroller and Justin carried Simeon, and we got in the line. Centurions stood guard at the entrance of the park trail. There were chickens, a camel, fires, and costumed people lining the path. We followed the line and made it to the main event. Reuben and I made our way up to the front of the crowd as people left. It was lovely to observe him. He was just fascinated, and unaware of anything but the scene in front of us.

Zoo Lights

2011-12-12T12:07:00.000-05:00

It was a cold-for-Utah night, but we braved it for a free cookie and some lights at the zoo. True, most of the animals were asleep, but Santa was there with some reindeer, the carousel was running, and we had hot chocolate.

I'm finding that there are plenty of convincing Santa's around, but Macy's in New York has ruined me for backdrops. Taped up posters, don't shine a candle to the giant wood carvings. But, I don't think the boys noticed that, they were happy to talk to Santa. Reuben told him about how he wanted to grow up to be a scientist. Simeon talked for a bit, and Reuben interpreted.

Dear Tooth Fairy,

2011-12-12T00:23:00.001-05:00

Please prepare to make a visit to our house. Reuben discovered a loose tooth today. He had noticed the "ridge" for a while now. The ridge is a giant tooth cutting through the gums behind his sweet baby teeth.

It is hard for him to eat crackers, and he does not like the taste of blood.

His mother is full of mixed emotions. Looking forward to ridding his mouth of the evidence of our poor parenting (bottle mistake), but not ready for him to enter the awkward years. My sweet baby!

He is so excited.

See you soon,

Mom and Dad.

Finished!

2011-12-09T15:00:00.002-05:00

So, I was a week late, but I won't be next year! We still did something each day, but now we get to pull them out of a cute little pocket.

I'm really happy with it, even though I tried to be fancy with the applique, and used a blanket stitch on my new machine, I'm thinking I would have liked it better with a tight zig zag, some of the curves were a little hard to evenly blanket stitch so some of them look a little armature.

Pattern

And now I can spend my time updating the blog! We went to New Mexico, we have done something everyday in December, and my blog has been neglected.

No Secret

2011-12-07T11:55:00.001-05:00

I asked my mom once why she stopped doing pastel drawings, one of the reasons was we moved to Minnesota, and there is only one color in Minnesota: Green (or white depending on the time of year). Personally, I love that green or white. The Green is vibrant, alive, and comforting. The white is serene, fresh, and comforting.

In New York I was able to find just enough green, and there was plenty of white, and I found a new love in architecture with little details that add interest.

It's no secret that Utah wasn't my first choice. It's brown here. I find brown dead, hot, and dry. I look forward to the few days a year where there is some white covering up all the brown so I don't feel so home sick. Utah doesn't exactly meet my aesthetic. But, the point of all of this is that I am still looking. I am still looking for those things that I'll find beautiful. And while I don't think I will ever love dead, hot, and dry, I'm starting to see some beauty in it.

That all said, I am dreaming of a white Christmas.

Photo looking Northeast from Red Butte Garden.

What Think Ye of Christmas

2011-12-01T20:39:00.000-05:00

I will take a break from my furious quilting to let you know about something you will be interested in, especially if you live in Provo or Midway.

My friend, Jana, illustrated a book that was released last year. The message of the book is: Christmas is what you make of it. If you are aware of the symbolism of the season you will have a Christmas full of Christ. Some of the writing is a little too conversational for me--you are thinking--"Brecken! have your read how you write?!" But, that is probably why I think it, because I find it annoying in my own style. But, the style of writing doesn't change the message, there are some lovely reminders, and even lovelier illustrations.

The colors are beautiful, and Jana's style is enthralling, I'm tempted to head down to Provo so I can see her, and the original paintings.

She will be displaying the original paintings from What Think Ye of Christmas and signing books and prints at Provo Art and Frame tomorrow afternoon (Dec. 2).

She will also be signing books and prints on Saturday morning (Dec. 3) at Swiss Christmas in Midway.

(If I can find a ukulele on Saturday morning we will be going to Midway.)

Quote board

2011-11-26T11:49:00.001-05:00

Reuben: Here's a proboscis.
Simeon: oh! A proboscis!

Playing cooties.

Happy Birthday Justin!

2011-11-25T11:01:00.000-05:00

Justin has been looking forward to this day for some time. You see, unlike most everyone else, he has wanted to be older. Most of his favorite friends are at least ten years older than him, and if they aren't he is shocked to find that out. So, now he has "30" to go with his white streak of hair, and he is content.

Happy birthday to my hard working husband. He is often too kind. He is often too generous. He is often too dedicated. But, I wouldn't trade those traits for anything else, because at the end of the day all of those things are a huge blessing, and what I hope my sons will be like.

Once There Was a Snowman

2011-11-21T00:13:00.000-05:00

We went to family dinner, during the drive home I started to teach the boys a song for Christmas caroling. Simeon would not have it. He wanted to sing "Snowman."

When we got home, Reuben barely stayed awake long enough to read scriptures. Simeon, on the other hand, was full of energy. So, we made a video for you.

My craft table looks a lot like christmas

2011-11-14T13:15:00.001-05:00

This is my tree skirt! Look how pretty it is! Look at those pretty snowflakes on the red, and white fabric. Look at my stippling. I am pretty dang proud of myself!

A week of research and practicing. 8 different types of thread, two yards of musslin, and a yard of batting, and then the product. I must say I'm pleased, there are a few spots I would like to rip out and quilt again, but I'm afraid I'll just mess it up more.

I'm going to do the piecing for my pocket advent calendar, before I bind the tree skirt just so I can be sure to finish the calendar before Dec. 1. It is much more fun to cut 4.5 inch squares in Christmas prints while listening to Christmas music. I know it's a little early, but that's the curse of wanting to finish in time. I'm really enjoying this station. Especially when this album, or this one comes up.

Crying at School

2011-11-10T12:36:00.000-05:00

Reuben complained about someone being mean to him at school. Saying mean things, like they weren't friends. Reuben was very matter of fact about it, so I assumed it wasn't a huge deal, that it wasn't hurting his feeling terribly.

Then yesterday, I stuck around and watched him play before school. He went up to a group of three boys, two are the same boys I have seen him play with every morning, and one the one he had told me about. I couldn't hear was what said, but it seemed pretty normal. Then the boys started running together, I figured it was part of the game. They ran to the play structure, and up the stairs, Reuben pulling up the rear. Then the boy Reuben told me about turned around and yelled, "WE ARE NOT PLAYING WITH YOU REUBEN!"

Reuben stopped, dumb struck. Stood there for a while, and then came up to me and started crying. Almost immediately the bell rang. I hugged Reuben until the crying was just sniffles, and then he ran to get in line.

I found out later, that Reuben wasn't done crying from his teacher. The rule is, "We don't hurt bodies, and we don't hurt feelings." We had a nice talk with Reuben's teacher about it.

Last night decided what to do if it happened again. Reuben decided he would say, "That hurts me feelings" instead of "you are being mean" because then he won't perpetuate the meanness. We practiced saying, "that hurt my feelings." He told me he would tell his teacher if the boy didn't stop saying mean things after Reuben told him it was hurting his feelings.

So, I observed this morning. Same thing, Reuben went up to the three boys. The boy said something mean. Reuben said, "That hurt's my feelings." They all started running Reuben included, they stopped, and the boy said something mean again. Before Reuben came too, one of the boys that has been playing with Reuben from the beginning of the school year kicked the boy.The kicker, is learning English as a second language, and communicates physically.

The rational mommy in me says that kicking is wrong, no matter how mean someone is being. The only time you should kick is if you are in physical danger and you are protecting yourself. The momma bear in me holds a special place in my heart for that little boys who defended Reuben.

I want to hang back and let the boys work it out. All I can do is coach my boy in the things to say, and how to respond. I just hope Reuben can restrain himself and remain innocent in the whole thing, but I'm having a hard time doing that, so I can't imagine it's any easier for Reuben.

Look at my handsome boy!

2011-11-08T11:38:00.000-05:00

Reuben, Kindergarten 2011-2012

We Heart

2011-11-06T09:51:00.001-05:00

Reuben: I'm thankful for church. Because I get to go see all my friends.

Justin: I'm thankful for a cozy house in fall that is pretending to be winter.

Simeon: A ball.

Brecken: I'm thankful for hot chocolate, especially the stephen's candycane hot chocolate.

Brecken hearts

2011-11-03T18:12:00.001-04:00

I am grateful for naps. I am grateful that Simeon naps. I am grateful that Reuben let's me nap. My afternoons are and evenings are so much better when I've had a nap for both Simeon and I.

Reuben hearts

2011-11-03T18:07:00.001-04:00

I am thankful for school, because I learn from school. I have fun at centers.

Hair Cuts

2011-11-03T16:01:00.000-04:00

If you rack your memories, you'll not be able to remember me posting hair cut pictures where I was not the hair cutter. A couple weeks ago, I found chunks of hair on the floor. Fine blond hair, and the little bit thinker little bit darker hair. The boys had helped themselves to a hair cut, chunks form the top of their heads. It could have been worse, it could have been in a place like their foreheads where it wouldn't hide as well.

Their scissor magic was a little too advanced for me to fix, so I took them to get hair cuts. Because I despise having misbehaving children in public places I took them to a kid's hair cut place. TV's little cars, a slide while we wait. It was lavish, and the height of luxury for these boys used to hair cuts in the bathroom.

Daddy still has to get his hair fixed from when he decided to cut it himself. But, he is old enough to have known better than to cut his own hair, so I'm not pushing to get it resolved. I tried to clean up some of his scissor magic, but gave up after a while.

Doctor Who(s) a Cyberman and Rose

2011-10-30T23:36:00.000-04:00

Doctor Who halloween costumes

2011-10-28T14:12:00.001-04:00

We have a favorite show in our house, we have lots of favorite shows, but this one is our favorite-st. It's on netflix streaming, or amazon prime. the episode called "blink" would be a perfect introduction (although there are no cybermen in that episode... its just really good, and as a warning, that one is pretty suspensful/scary.)

Reuben is a cyberman. Reuben and daddy made the helmet. I made the silver shirt a few years ago, and made some silver pants this year.

Simeon as the 11th doctor. I made this jacket, and bow tie. The jacket pattern was the worst written pattern I have ever seen, and instead of notches when you cut, you had to mark dots. but it is so cute, if I do say so myself.

I'm rose tyler, but haven't dressed up yet, so you will just have to wait for that reveal. And Daddy is going to be the 10th doctor. But he is at work. We have a ward trunk or treat tonight, and Justin made a tardis for the trunk. We are going all out on this theme. We just wish more people know how spot on we were getting it.

Bow ties are cool

2011-10-25T11:02:00.002-04:00

More Halloween preparation.

Halloween prep

2011-10-25T09:32:00.001-04:00

FHE last night: milk jugs into cyber man head.

boost

2011-10-24T15:33:00.000-04:00

I was waiting, on Saturday afternoon, for Justin to pick me up, when a man rode up on his bicycle. I smiled, because I accidentally made eye contact, and I learned in New York that if you accidentally make eye contact you need to make yourself appear confident--like you just make eye contact with everyone. Then the man stopped, and smiled back. "Do you need a new boyfriend?" He asks. I laugh, "Oh, no thank you, I'm good in that department." "Well, it didn't hurt to ask." He said, as he pedal away.

Before I could even process what had happened, Justin drove up and I got in the car.

For the first time in my entire life a stranger hit on me! Let's ignore the fact that I was standing on a street corner down town, and that he was riding his bike on the sidewalk, and that he had a neon green muscle shirt on but showing off more flab than muscles, and he was on the older side of his 40s. Let's just feel good about myself for a while.

And just for some added confidence booster, that photo is unedited. It's a bit over exposed, which helps hide some of my flaws, but even still I look pretty good.

I've been feeling pretty horribly about myself lately, which is not normal for me. And the changes I've been making don't seem to make an impact on changing what I feel bad about, so indulge my little bragging right now, and I'll be back to making those changes more drastically in a bit.

Today we Climbed a Mountain

2011-10-21T23:24:00.003-04:00

I was working on one of my many projects when, Reuben asked to go for a walk, so we did. I packed Simeon into the stroller, and we headed up the street. As we got farther away from home, the walk got steeper and steeper, we turned, and then ran out of road. Simeon got out and walked on the gravel trail, until there wasn't much mountain above us. Reuben was so pleased with ourselves.

It took all the self control in his little body for Reuben not to roll down. Even with the pokey brush, giant rocks, and drop offs, his first comment when we got to the top was, "this would be cool to roll down." He was pretty disappointed when I told him he couldn't do it.

Sickie

2011-10-13T22:09:00.000-04:00

When Simeon is sick he is a crab bucket, or super cuddly, and you never know which it is going to be. He needs to feel better soon, I'm getting too confused.

Tree "pants" sew along week one.

2011-10-13T22:00:00.000-04:00

I had decided that I wanted to do this when Sew Mamma, Sew announced it. Luckily for me, christmas fabric was half off at JoAnne's when I went to find fabric. I love the snow flakes! Since most of our Christmas Ornaments are crocheted snow flakes, I figured I stick with the theme, and while I'm feeling pretty uncreative about exactly copying her color scheme, I just couldn't not do what I wanted because it was exactly what she had done.

It took me the day, but I finished all the cutting, and sewing and pressing, and I'm ready for the next step tomorrow.

And, all my corners matched up. there isn't even a block I need to plan on having hidden in the back of the tree.

Now I will watch psych on Hulu, and sew the buttons on to the sports coat I made for Simeon's halloween costume. Buttons and button holes and then I will show you how awesome I am.

Book Bound: Utah Calligraphic Artists Workshop

2011-10-09T00:00:00.001-04:00

I got to do a really cool thing, thanks to my boys, Justin, and our good friends. I left Thursday night, all of Friday day, and all of Saturday day.

Three books in two days and one night. And I did it, and they are beautiful.

This is called a "Secret Belgian." I decorated that cover paper. It's a process "Cooked Paper" Water Color, Walnut Ink, crumble it up, put it in a can let it sit over night. then I added webbing spray when it was dry.

I haven't taken finished photos of the other two books, and I didn't do a fabulous job of documenting the process, because we had to work so fast, but here is what I did get.

French Stitch

Kettle Stitch

Naked Text Block stitching finished.

Rounding the spine

Naked Book Case

I had so much fun! I love making things, especially impressive things. I need to not forget how to do this this time.

Forgetful

2011-10-08T23:07:00.000-04:00

Sometimes, like June to September, I forget what a pretty place I live in.

This morning I was driving, the mountians had a light dusting of snow on the peaks, the clouds were low and wispy around the mountains. The sun was just peeking over the mountains making the colors interesting. It was lovely. Like, if I wasn't on the free way I would pull over and take a photo lovely.

But I was on the freeway, and I was running late. So I just enjoyed it.

Just Write: Not the worst Mom

2011-09-27T22:20:00.001-04:00

A rare chance to go shopping with one child while Reuben is at school. Half-day kindergarten is pretty short when you are hoping to get stuff done, but better than having both boys. Simeon and I hit a thrift store. The smell is over whelming. The parking lot is questionable, the people in the parking lot are even more questionable.

Nope, not there. I do not want to go in another stinky thrift store, so to the fabric store we go. With an hour and half before we have to pick up Reuben. I hand Simeon the IPod, doodle jump, angry birds, toddler teasers, I might get lucky. Five pattern books, and in the last book I find it. The perfect pattern. It's not in the drawer. Back to the book, a close second, that one is in the drawer, but it's not perfect. I check the surrounding patterns, and find the perfect one, in the right size. Now, do I have time to find fabric.

Probably. But my phone is dead, Simeon is happy with the ipod and I don't want to screw that up, no clock. If I'm quick, I bet I'm fine.

Found it. Now, light brown, or dark brown, light brown, or dark brown. Time. Dark Brown.

I run back to the cutting counter. As usually there is clump of people. I take a number 40. "Now serving 34" comes over the loud speaker. I better check the time. I look at the Ipod and read 11:30. 11:30! That means I'm already 5 minutes late! I'm a horrible mom!

I throw everything on the counter, hopefully that pattern will be there when I get a chance to come back, if not I could order it online. And we run. Through the store, out the door, to the car. Fumble the keys. How fast could I drive and not get pulled over. Highland is 40 MPH, I'll get there in 10 minutes. 15 minutes late! I am the worst mom. All that hubbub I made over the morning playground I am going to be 15 minutes late to pick up my FIVE year old. He will be terrified. His teacher will be upset.

My phone is dead. So this is why Justin is always bugging me to have it charged and on me.

I bump Simeon's head as I put him into the car seat, quickly kiss it while buckling him."Sorry baby, but this isn't the worst thing I'm going to do today, I'm in big trouble with Reuben." I start the car, and pull out, a giant SUV with some giant blind spot cuts me off. 16 minutes late!

The school has Justin's cell phone number, I wonder how long they will wait before they call him. I wonder if he will even be able to answer. I need to ask someone close to be our emergency contact. I should have done that already. Maybe Becky will just take him home with her. Maybe he will sit with Irene in the office.

I drive, only 5 miles over the speed limit because getting pulled over will mean being even later to get Reuben. I turn, I have to drive 30 on this street. I check the clock nervous about 30 MPH.

11:15. I'll be there at least 5 minutes early! I am not the worst mom. Now I can finally feel bad about that screaming baby in the back seat.

http://extraordinary-ordinary.net/2011/09/27/just-write-the-third/

Announcement

2011-09-27T11:18:00.000-04:00

I have friends--that live by me and have kids that get along with my kids. You may all stop worrying about me. I have friends!

Now, you may all worry about a permanent job for Justin. If we could get it before Justin turns 30 that would be great. private insurance is expensive, and doesn't cover very much, and get's more expensive when you turn 30 (as I found out a month ago.)

In other news, we are getting our Halloween costume's ready. If you like a certain bbc sci-fi show about a guy in a blue box you'll get it. It looks like we will have to throw our own party to show them off. Justin is very excited about trick-or-treating. I am very excited about the pictures I will take.

General Relief Society Broadcast.

2011-09-24T23:50:00.000-04:00

Watch it here.

Playground update

2011-09-23T19:33:00.000-04:00

Thank you for your response! Here's what happened:

I wrote a long email to the principal and copied it to Reuben's teacher. The principal tried to call me that day, but I wasn't home, and she left me a message.

When I took Reuben to school this morning it was lovely! You could actually see a play structure instead of a mountain of children. New Rules! No big kids (grades 3 to 6) on the play structure. If the little kids who are allowed to play on the structure want to play tag they have to do it some where else. They got one more aid, and the principal was standing there monitoring play. Once all the kids know the rules I'm sure she won't have to do that for the rest of the year, but it was nice to see her on the little kid side of the school yard.

I went up to the principal and introduced myself. (Cause she tried to call me.) I said, "This is perfect, and if this is the new standard I have no more concerns." She was very kind, and let me know that she was glad I was okay with this fix. Then I was talking to another mom after all the kids went into the school when over the loudspeaker came the principal's voice. "Thank you, older kids, for not playing on the climbing thing, we need to make sure there is a safe place for our little kids." She went on for a while. Miss Mary talked to her class about throwing wood chips, climbing up slides, going down slides head first.

I am going to walk Reuben into the playground for the rest of the week, and then we are going to drive up and let him jump out of the car. I am also going to make thank you cards for Reuben's teacher, and for the principal.

I feel so much better about it. I just needed a safe place to drop my kid off at. The kindergartners play on their very own playground during recess so it's not a problem. And since the children aren't allowed in the classrooms before the bell rings, there was no where else I could drop him off for school. I'm sure by the end of this week Reuben will be feeling safe, and ready to allow us to drop him off at the gate.

what I love about my boys

2011-09-22T21:54:00.000-04:00

My favorite sound is the boys laughing. Simeon continues to morn RueRue's absence, and jumps and runs when I say it is time to pick him up. We walked today, and as we rounded the curve so Simeon could see the school, he started shouting for RueRue.

I love to hear the boys sing the "calm down" song together.

I think it is hilarious that Reuben sneaks food, but shares it with Simeon. I found them finishing off the brand new box of blueberries together.

Woke up Worrying

2011-09-22T08:06:00.001-04:00

Reuben is very happy with school, except for one thing: the morning playground.

The problem is there is not an adult presence on the playground. There are two aids and the whole student body, and the aids don't respond to anything. And, one of the aids is a parent volunteer who is being taken advantage of because he offered to watch the kindergarten playground, which the school refuses to do, instead making him watch the whole student body. The parents are invited to the playground to watch, and I have every single day, but fast approaching is the day where its not feasible for Simeon and I to watch Reuben play on the playground for 5 minutes. And, don't you think it's the schools responsibility to provide a safe environment. Am I crazy for thinking that I should be able to drive up to the school, and watch from the car as he enters the playground and not be worried about what will happen?

I'm not the only parent concerned, and Reuben is not the only child who has had a problem.

But just so you know that I am justified, and not just over protective these are the problems Reuben has encountered: Some older boy spanked Reuben. I don't even spank Reuben, and he was not in a football uniform so I have no idea how this can be acceptable. There are boys throwing wood chips (which is to be expected) but no one stopping them, so I had to.

Reuben grew up on playgrounds, crowded, New York City playgrounds. He knows how to act on a playground. And he knows what to do when something negative happens (ask the kid to stop, and then tell an adult if s/he won't.) That is how I know about the boy touching Reuben's bottom, my little boy is mature enough to tell me because he felt like it was a bad touch. And how I know, that the day after I told Reuben and two of his friends to stop throwing wood chips, that those two boys threw wood chips at Reuben again and hurt his eye. Reuben came running up to me, "they are throwing wood chips again and they won't stop when I ask them to, and it got in my eye!" "did you throw any?" I asked, "No, I don't want to get in trouble again." he said. (He was mortified that day I went up to him and his friends and told them to stop.) Is it just me, or should there be a staff member there for him to go to after he asks the boys to stop?

All of my sisters are teachers, and I've heard an earful about problem parents. And, I was often embarrassed by my 'involved' parent. (Admittedly, I am also thankful to her.) So I was going to be a model parent. Sane, and involved, but not trying to find fault. But, I really can't let this one go! If you know Reuben, how he plays, and how he treats other people you can see that if my kid is having a problem he is definitely not the only one. I'm justified right?

I woke up at 2 worried about this. I drafted an email to the principal because I have already brought the concern to the teacher, and know she has met with the principal with no resolution. I'm so upset about it! It's just heart breaking that Reuben isn't completely happy, and the only thing that is holding him back from absolutely loving school is the playground.

Being a parent is hard. Just when you have figured out how to best disciple your child, and teach your child in a way he responds to you have to send him off to some place where he doesn't feel safe (justifiable so, because the aids that are there don't intervene when negative behavior is present, and there aren't enough aids to begin with).

Tell me I'm right. Or tell me to cool it (but do it nicely because I'm pretty upset).Gah!

Quoteboard

2011-09-21T09:49:00.001-04:00

Simeon while playing angry birds: "Oh NO!"

Photoboother

2011-09-19T19:24:00.002-04:00

have you seen this?

Greek Festival

2011-09-18T22:26:00.000-04:00

Did you know Salt Lake City has an annual Greek Festival, and its a thing to do. EVERYONE was there. Food, dancing, concerts in the church, cooking demos. We basically only got food and saw some dancing. I didn't realize it was actually a big thing. We had fun, and the boys even ate the food. The gyros were good, and reminded us of street fairs in New York. I've been craving baklava ever since.

My birthday party

2011-09-18T22:00:00.000-04:00

As is tradition, we opened presents in the morning. Fancy Nancy, The Help (which I like enough to own, so now I do.) A sewing machine (a fancy dan one that the tension won't get messed up on every time I use it.) And an electronic dart board. It was apparent that my dear husband was excited to buy gifts and could because he had an income. Last year I was very happy to get a towel, and picture frame.

We had chocolate mousse with raspberries for breakfast.

My birthday landed on Labor Day this year, which turned out to be great. Justin got to spend the whole day with us, and we got to have a little bbq. Lots of friends came, and the weather was perfect. (Thanks for coming! It really made my day!)

Birthday in Photos

2011-09-12T12:33:00.000-04:00

Told him to blow out his candle.

Peach Raspberry Crisp with Ice Cream for Breakfast.

For the Record

2011-09-09T17:22:00.000-04:00

Simeon's Checkup:

Weighing in at 29.54 Lbs 71% for wieght
35.51 inches tall 82% for height
Head is 19.8 Inches in the 88%

He's healthy. He's happy. He is learning and growing. He has a big head.

Happy Birthday Simeon

2011-09-09T00:19:00.001-04:00

Happy Birthday Sweet Simmy.

I love it when you sing along to songs, especially funny things on radio disney. Like, "Beep beep beep beep" in I love you like a love song baby.

I love that what ever problem you have can be solved by giving you a hug and singing "Angels watching over me."

I love your budding vocabulary, and your dropping of the R's and S's. I thought it was hilarious that you call grapes, "a-PAH!"

I love to watch you dance.

I love to watch you run, you favor one leg so it looks like gallop.

I love to cuddle with you. I love you fit your head in to the nape of my neck, or scoot down my lap until your head rests perfectly on my chest.

I love how you just want something to hold, like a car or a choo choo.

I love how you demand a binki, or take it out when ever you are by a sink to get it wet.

I love how you do an excited/terrified scream when you see animals.

I love how you say you are a "Poppy Guy," and how everyone is a "Bad Guy."

I love how you love Reuben. How you jump up and put shoes on and bang on the door when I say it's time to go get "woo woo."

I love you! I'm so glad you are with us. You bring so much with your calm, observant, stubborn self. You are hilariously funny. You are loving, helpful, and kind.

I'm not 29

2011-09-07T22:30:00.000-04:00

It was not so much that I was turning thirty that was the problem. I've decided that it was not being in my twenties that was the problem. Thank you, for your responses to my plea for praise.

So, to justify leaving my twenties behind I made some mental lists of what I had accomplished in my twenties. (Because, my expectations of where I would be by thirty were gravely mistaken.)

I called 10 different places home. Three states (one of them twice).8 Wards/branches
I learned lots of skills, some of them useful. Stained Glass, Bookbinding, Calligraphy, Crochet, Knitting, Scrapbooking, Blogging, Quilting, Editing, Raising Babies.
I got married.
I graduated with a BA in English, Minor in Music
I started a job related to my degree
I quit that, got training to do what I wanted to do and started doing that
I had two babies, one miscarriage
I learned how to live in New York City, and did lots of really cool things there with my family.
I took piano lessons and got to the point where I could say confidently that I played the piano
Supported my husband through his MFA
My oldest child had three days of kindergarten
I was Relief Society Compassionate Service Leader, RS Room Decorator, RS President, RS Music Leader, Ward Chorister, Primary Pianist, Ward Choir Leader, RS Teacher, Nursery Leader, Primary Music Leader, Primary 2nd Councilor with two different presidents, Family Sunday School Co-teacher with Justin, Young Woman 1st Councilor, RS Board Member, Primary Co-Music Leader.

And there is more I'm sure. But, it made me feel a little better about not being in my twenties anymore. Maybe I will just do more in my thirties so that I don't have to panic for a couple weeks before I leave my next decade behind.

Quote Board

2011-09-07T00:23:00.001-04:00

Reuben: "My high was playing my favorite game at recess...my low was falling down and someone stepping on my head--my what do you know is that that could even happen!"

I am 29

2011-09-03T21:41:00.001-04:00

Isn't it funny, that when you get to a certain age, everyone just becomes the same age as you. Especially if they have the same amount of children as you do?

Well, let it be known I am 29 today and tomorrow. Monday, is a different story. Send me presents! They can come in the comments, your favorite memory, or thing about me, why you think I am awesome, etc. It will make me happy, and a little sad because I'll probably miss you, because 80% of my favorite people are people I miss.

Kindergartenisms

2011-09-02T14:26:00.000-04:00

"One, two, three. Eyes on Me." Kids respond: "One, two. Eyes on You."

"You get what you get and you don't make a fit."

"Cris Cross Apple Sauce"

"Give yourself a pat on the back, and a hug from Miss Mary."

"Check, cubby, bag, and carpet."

First Day of School Consensious

2011-08-31T19:18:00.000-04:00

Reuben says: "Best day ever!" It was Hunter's birthday, so they had cupcakes for their snack. There was a puppet show. Three girls wouldn't let him go through the tunnel at recess and he asked nicely then he said, "I know karate" (we are going to have to work on that one.)

Simeon says: "a RueRue a work." and refused to take a nap until he was way over tired.

Mom says: We made it! I'm thinking that the afternoon class would have been much better for Simeon and I, but it will probably be better for Reuben to have morning. I'll admit, I'm excited for Reuben, but sad for me and Simeon because Reuben was the best part of our day and now we will have to miss him for part of it.

First Day of School at School

2011-08-31T12:30:00.000-04:00

His school has a special kindergarten playground, where he get's to play until the bell rings. Daddy went with us. Reuben was happy to play. I was afraid to give him a big hug because I was on the verge of tears, and he wasn't offering one so I didn't push it. He looked so ready.

He was switched to the morning class last minute. I was a little sad about that, especially because now none of the boys from his primary class are in his kindergarten class. There is one little girl from his primary (she is in the primary class younger than his). But, I might be able to teach musikgarten while he is in class if I can get stuff together.

He lined up great and followed his teacher, Miss Mary, into his classroom. Daddy, Simeon, and I walked back to the car. Simeon was pretty worried that RueRue (he pronounces it WooWoo) wasn't with us. "A WooWoo! No! A WooWoo!" We've been home for an hour and half, and Simeon just wanders around the room yelling WooWoo. And coming up to me and asking "A WooWoo A Work? A Daddy."

It is a strange transition, and I look forward to giving him a big hug when we got to pick him up. I know he is ready, its just me and Simeon who weren't ready.

First Day of School at Home

2011-08-31T12:20:00.001-04:00

This is the face he gave me after I told him he couldn't pick his nose at Kindergarten.

Reuben stopped co-operating with photos about a year and a half ago. But today was a special day, so he was happy to oblige. I woke him up at 7:30. Did some cuddling. He had peanut butter captain crunch with raspberries and blueberries for breakfast. (I had been hiding the captain crunch for a special occasion.) Then it was brush the wild-man out of his hair, and take some photos so we can always remember the first day of kindergarten.

My cousin's wife made these notebook paper shirts for her daughters, and when I saw it on her blog I bought some white shirts. It was a really fun project, and Reuben loved to paint in the masking tape lines. His name is painted in black sparkle paint, like a pencil. He told me when he meets his new friends, he is going to tell them, "If you want to know my name just read my shirt."

Then it was time to get in the car. We live pretty close to the school, but I didn't want any hick-ups on the first day, so we will walk to pick him up.

Quoteboard

2011-08-31T09:33:00.000-04:00

After reading a verse during family scripture time, we check for understanding.

Daddy: So, because the people weren't righteous, what happened? ... They were de...
Reuben: Hydrated.

Kindergarten Eve

2011-08-31T09:23:00.000-04:00

The day before Reuben's first day of school needed to be special, so we went to the zoo. The one thing Reuben understands about school is that Simeon won't be there, and that seems to be the only downside for him.

We got there right at 9, so I let Simeon walk instead of strap him in the stroller because there was no one there. The boys had a great time running from thing to thing. And Reuben made sure that Simeon saw every cool thing there was to see. As the day went on the paths got more crowded, and the air got hotter. On our way out we found a giant misting fan. (I don't know why they would put it at the entrance/exit.) So we stood in front of it hoping to cool off before we got in the hot car. Reuben was so wet from the squirting elephant and 5 minutes of mist he took off his shirt in the car.

Simeon went on the carousel without crying. During the bird show the owl brushed the top of my head. Reuben touched a hunk of elephant poop.

It was so nice to see my boys have so much fun together. Simeon will be in for a shock today. No Reuben to get him a snack. No Reuben to cuddle with. No Reuben to sit on. No Reuben to play with. I'm a little nervous about nap rebellion. Reuben was switched to the AM class, so that means we will spend the morning without him, then pick him up. My fear is Simeon will not want to take a nap so he can play with Reuben.

Back to School Primary Slip Slide and Sno Cones

2011-08-27T15:42:00.000-04:00

I love being in Primary, especially doing music in Primary. I'm currently the co-chorister which means we are switching every other month.

Reuben loves being in primary, especially now that he feels like he has made friends.

Jordan's Golden Birthday

2011-08-27T15:12:00.000-04:00

Courtlin and I were together, when we kind of made a plan based on a joke. You see, Jordan and I have this disease were we invite people to a party, but then no one, or two people show up. Justin and Courtlin have the opposite issue, they invite and then everyone brings a friend. So, we decided Courtlin would throw a surprise birthday party at my house (so I could be there).

I cleaned and rearranged the house. Jordan and Courtlin's friend came with her boyfriend to decorate. I made a cake and fruit dip. Then my house filled up, and as it did the table did to. Fifty two people. all waiting in my living room for Jordan to come. We had them park around the block so she wouldn't suspect all the cars.

Then she came. 52 people yelled surprise. and 52 people saw her in her pajamas and un-showered after her run. That's how you know it was a successful surprise party. The first words out of her mouth where, "AHHH! You Guys. I didn't shower!"

Reuben loved to play rock band, and thought it was the best party ever because they got to play a video game. Simeon was begging to go to sleep and slept through rock band.

I'm still vacuuming up confetti. Happy Birthday Jordan.

Quoteboard

2011-08-27T14:47:00.000-04:00

Reuben hands popsicle stick to me. "I'm ready for the joke."
Mommy reads: "Which animal unlocked the farm gate? the Turkey." "I don't get it."
Reuben: "Because Turkey has the work KEY in it. Duh."

Soccer

2011-08-25T16:03:00.000-04:00

Rule Number One: Have Fun
Rule Number Two: Listen to the Coach
Rule Number Three: Kick the Ball

Last night was Reuben's first soccer practice. The two boys in Reuben's primary class (all three starting Kindergarten) were going to be on the same soccer team, and they let me know in time to register him. I had a small internal struggle, was I ready to be a soccer mom? But Reuben's needs won out. Reuben will love the social aspect of the team. It will be good for him to run around. There are social skills that Reuben needs to learn that will come quickly playing soccer.

Then I had to sign the agreement. I understand that soccer can lead to concussion or death. I thought soccer was low impact.

He met his team and coach. And he jumped in. Last year the team name was the dragons, but a few kids wanted to be called Sharks. Reuben Yelled, "How about the Dragon Sharks!" And everyone agreed. I was so proud of my little negotiator. And he thinks it is the coolest name in the world.

He tripped over the ball once. And tripped over a kid once. And he made a goal in the scrimmage. On the walk home he said it was the best thing ever.

His first game is saturday.

quote board

2011-08-25T12:28:00.002-04:00

Mommy: No, You don't kick people
Reuben: But, you do kick Robots. Evil ones.

Dear Irene, We need our horsey back

2011-08-22T11:53:00.000-04:00

First, My cry for help worked. It wasn't an intentional cry for help, but I sure reads that way. I am feeling much better, even though I misread the schedule for the friday concert. It was not barbershop it was horrible cheese ball lip sinking or out of tune family variety show. There is a reason I haven't pushed for the Cook Shack in Concert tour.

We got to video chat with Justin last night. The news from the DR is that Irene is on her way and there is a threat that the flight home will be canceled. Irene is still classified as a tropical storm, but they are on hurricane watch. You may say, what is a few more days?

The truth is, I don't think our budget can handle a few more days. I never thought I subscribed to "retail therapy." Like spending money could ever make you feel better. Well, It started out little, a new cook book, and I bought it at costco for half the retail price, so it wasn't such a splurge. I spent 15 dollars at DI buying never been opened chapter books to read to Reuben. And then on Saturday, I was going to splurge on a cake stand (you know one of those neat ones that can be a cake stand or an elevated punch bowl.) I couldn't find the exact one I wanted, so I bought a microwave. And not a stupid microwave, we already had one of those. A genius microwave. One that talks to you, "Enjoy your meal."

So, the next couple of days I need to not go out so I'm not tempted to fill my void with a new toy, because then what is going to be left for my birthday present? (although I don't want appliances for my birthday, unless it is something that only I will benefit from, otherwise that should come out of the housewares budget, and not my birthday present.)

And I haven't even done go-to-school shopping for Reuben. A backpack, a lunch box (do they make lunch boxes you can run through the dishwasher?) Does half day kindergarten even need a lunch box? He probably needs another pair of pants. I'll wait for daddy to come home and go with us shopping so it's not a surprise to him when he sees the receipts.

Reuben Hates it When I Sew

2011-08-19T14:45:00.000-04:00

Night four of ten without daddy.

We had a lovely day. I took the boys to see Mr. Popper's Penguins. The boys loved it. And it loved New York. And it was two hours of everyone being contented. We came home for lunch and nap. Reuben and I finished our book (Percy Jackson) and read some picture books. I took a nap, while Reuben watched Wendy Wu Home Coming Warrior. We played with cars. Then it was time to think about dinner.

Reuben ran up stairs to get some popcorn (the refill from that morning). Then I heard a scream, and a I'm-in-great-pain crying. He had stepped on a sewing needle. and not just stepped on it, little-boy-running stepped on it. there was only 3/4 of an inch sticking out. I picked him up and carried him to the bench.

My first instinct was to put a shoe on him and carry him to Insta Care. Then I thought that was pretty silly considering the price tag we would have to pay with our private crappy insurance. I looked at it a little closer, determined I was too shaky it was in too far to do it with my fingers. I got the children's motrin, some gauze and tape (we are out of bandaids) a clean dish towel and some pliers.

He drank the medicine, then covered his face with the towel. I told him to say a prayer. It wasn't the most reverent of prayers, but it was heart felt and loud. I pulled it out with the pliers. And put pressure on it with the gauze. I barely carried him down the stairs to his bed, found a sock to put over our bandage, and set up pillows so he could elevate it.

I went up stairs to try and figure out if I needed to take him in for anything, and determined that I can wait and watch for infection. (Just so you know don't read about the results of tetanus when you are dry heaving and light headed.) I made him and simeon a sandwich. and we ate dinner in their room.

He is running around today, mostly avoiding his heel but still putting pressure on it every once and a while.

I had bought myself a herbal sleep aid for justin's trip. I decided to see if it had been working by not taking it last night. I fell asleep at 6 AM. Dumb I know, but now at least I know they work.

Bowling Birthday

2011-08-19T14:29:00.000-04:00

Our Nephew invited Reuben to his Bowling Birthday Party, so we all went. We had great fun, but it was more evidence that I am not equipped for "drop-off" parties. I want the parents to be there with their own kids. Gives me someone to talk to, and someone else to disciple their own kids.

We spent the day together. It was such a nice family time. The boys were worn out, but happy to have played.

Most Family friendly free concerts: SLC

2011-08-19T14:22:00.000-04:00

While, they are at night instead of noon-time the concerts in Brigham Young Memorial Park are the best that we have found. (Honestly, the summer is too hot at noon time in this place that can't grow any shade.) They seem to be geared to a pretty old demographic, but that means there is nothing offensive for your kids to ask about. It's a summer series, so there are only a few left. 7:30 on Tuesday and Friday for the rest of August.

Since we have to go downtown to pick up daddy anyway we make it a great night. I get a picnic, get there early so we can sit on a blanket in the front (although they do have a ton of chairs set up if you go for that.) And when the concert starts the whole park is in the shade of the church office building so its pretty comfortable.

I like them better than Gallivan center and Pioneer park because there aren't vendors, and they aren't as crowded.

Look at my club!

2011-08-19T12:53:00.000-04:00

I made the website! Which, to tell you the truth was my whole goal. I wanted my "homework" to look like I actually belonged in the guild instead of I took a few classes in college. I'm looking forward to our next meeting. And think I found the right quote for the homework.

http://www.utahcalligraphicartists.com/8.html

This is just more ammunition for Justin's theory that I just wish I could be a grandma.

In which I thought I was pregnant but realized I'm just lonley

2011-08-19T03:16:00.001-04:00

We aren't planning on number three yet, just to clear that up. I'm not one of those people who get's pregnant without lots of charts, and planning, so while we aren't doing anything to prevent it, we aren't planning on it.

The day after my parents left, and Justin got back, he went to work as normal, even though he had been gone all week, and had 30 hours of over time all ready built up. So, I figured I would force the boys and myself back into our regular routine. To story time we went.

I love story time. It's free. It's two hours where my boys can't make a mess in my house, and I don't have to entertain them, or feel bad that I let them watch Yo Gabba Gabba over and over. We go to book babies and the preschool story times. In between we pick out our books, and then we check them out after ward.

After story time ended, I had my bag ready to check out, but it was the last time we could get a stamp in Reuben's summer reading passport, and we needed to enter in the grand prize drawing for both Reuben and Simeon, so we waited around for the librarian to get to the desk. We looked at more books. We looked at a book for me in the the shelves of non-children's books.

The boys got restless, and went out to the main isle, while I was in the shelf isle. Simeon's shoe came off, he started to cry. Reuben was laughing at how Simeon was trying to fix his shoe.
Simeon hadn't been crying long, when I hear this lady yelling at my kids. "This is a Library! You need to stop acting like this! Do you act like this every where you go?!" yelling. I could see my kids and her, but she was too involved with yelling at my boys to notice me. Reuben just stared at me. I walked up to them, said, "excuse me," in a your-out-of-line type of way, but so that she could interpret it like I was asking to be excused, then fixed Simeon's shoe.

Well, she had upset my children more than the shoe did. Reuben was doe eyed, and Simeon would not stop crying. We went over to the children librarian desk. I was ready to stamp the passport myself, and just not tell the boys we didn't enter the drawing for the prizes which they had been looking at for the last three months twice a week, when finally someone came over. Then some girl butted in line and she wasn't some 5 year old girl, she was some 20 year old girl.

I put Simeon down, so I could help with Reuben at the desk, and another librarian came over and asked if I knew who the crying baby belonged to. "He's mine, sorry I can't get him to stop." I said. "We are getting some complaints, he's just so loud." Well, he wouldn't be so loud if that psycho lady would have let me fix his shoe before she started yelling at my kids.I wanted to say.

Now, in order for you to feel like I'm justified I need you to know that this is a small library, and most of it is children's books. The place is 3/4 children's books and 1/8 young adult. So, really while I do understand that you are supposed to be quite in a library this library isn't really for those people who go to read or study, and it was noon so adults should be at work.

Reuben was almost done with his passport thing, and I started to cry as I realized that Simeon was not going to stop crying. As I emptied our book back onto the counter. Reuben, panicked asked what I was doing, because it wasn't the check out counter. I said, that we wouldn't be able to check out any books because I couldn't get Simeon to stop crying. Reuben's heart break displayed on his face, which made me cry harder.

I am not a crier.

The librarian who brought the complaint felt bad for us, and checked the books out for us, while Simeon and I cried. (me silently, and Simeon not so.) We made a b-line for the door, not entering in the drawing after all. We walked down the ramp to the car. Reuben was so confused. I cry so little, and of that hardly ever in front of Reuben. He asked why, and I told him, I was having a hard day.

Our "High, Low, What do you know" for the night was low: Mommy crying. From both Reuben and Me.

As I think about it now it seems so silly that I would cry. Really, I didn't feel bad that my BABY was crying in a mostly children's library. I've had people approach my children and make me mad before, I lived in New York City where that happens a lot and never cried. I know I had done everything I could to get Simeon to stop crying so I wasn't feeling guilty. So that left pregnant. Which would be financially terrifying, but not such a bad thing, Simeon is going to be two soon.

Then I realized, the Library and Zoo have been my "getting out" and if you take away the library that leaves the zoo, and the zoo is too hot in 90 degree weather, and I am less likely to run into so someone I could talk to at the zoo. I'm so lonely! And seeing Reuben lonely makes me even lonely. It's like when we first got married, and I was shocked at how lonely I was because I totally didn't expect to be that lonely, I was going to be living with my best friend after all. But, I went from three best friend roommates, to a husband who was never home when I was. From a ward where I had a few friends to a ward that didn't want us because we were newly weds, and renting, but didn't have a car to drive the 5 miles to get to the BYU ward meetinghouse. While I have gotten used to being lonely because I am married (7 years will do that to you), I didn't expect to move back to Utah and be so lonely. But, I am.

I'm trying, in my Brecken way, to break into the ward. I think I might have a chance now that I am the co-music leader in the primary (people who accept primary callings usually are the type that like me.) I tried to start a mommy's group, which ended up me sitting in the park by myself watching my boys play. (Darn those back yards!) but I did get a zoo trip with another mom out of that. I joined the Calligrapher's Guild, but they have been on summer vacation. My sisters are busy being single, and trying to find boy friends. I do get to go to family dinner on Sundays which is nice.

New York spoiled me with their free child friendly activities, and air conditioned sections of the zoo. Once I quit my job and was able to go to playgroup, and take piano lessons and then sit and talk while our kids played, and get invited to girl's nights, or have a book club, and a cooking group, or leave our kids sleeping and go with our baby monitor to another apartment on the same floor to play games. I bet if I had never experienced that I wouldn't be so lonely now. I bet what I am living now is "normal life" that thing I was wishing for while pushing our granny cart full of groceries up that horrible hill.

And now, I'm awake at one am feeling sorry for myself because I didn't take a sleeping pill so I could fall asleep tonight because Justin is in the Dominican Republic and I am even more lonely than usual lonely. And no one is even going to read this because it is too long.

Tomorrow I am going grocery shopping, making a pretty cake, and going to Hagarman's or Zupa's to pick up some dinner and taking my boys to a barber shop concert in the park. It's hard to be sad and listen to barbershop music at the same time, even if I am there alone with my boys. If I make it through tomorrow, that will leave four more days on my own--then I can get back to regular lonely instead of my husband is out of the country lonely.

Hello Good-bye

2011-08-18T23:17:00.000-04:00

All good things must come to an end. I woke up too early on Mom and Dad's last day with memories from my childhood waking up too early on the last day of Grandma and Grandpa's visit and being the only one that got to say good bye because the other girls were still asleep.

Mom and Dad didn't do that. We went to visit Grandma Wanda again, then went to Lunch at Culver's. I know its a little ridiculous to make my parents drive all the way to Utah to have Culver's, but it's just so good. And it was the only place I knew was good anywhere near my aunt's house (and its not even that close to my aunt's house).

Simeon was having a bad day, some how me knew that his best friend was leaving.

But, when Grandma and Grandpa left for Idaho, we left for downtown to pick up Daddy who had been in Arizona for a week, so that lifted the mood.

Daddy even got presents! some rattle snake eggs that are terrifying, and crocheted hacky sacks. And some flute guy hot pads for me.

Evening Downtown

2011-08-18T19:15:00.000-04:00

We went to the Church History Museum to see the LaConte Stewart exhibit. Then I made my family go to the concert in the park. (Something I make my boys and husband do often.) We picked up dinner at Hagermann's. and sat in the park and enjoyed the Buzz Tones.

A boy about Reuben's age came up and asked if Reuben wanted to play. Reuben had a great time, and when we were walking back to the cars he told Grandpa, "It's like I always say, I make a new friend and then I never see them again."

I don't know that Justin has ever been to the Church History Museum, I see it as a FHE trip in the near future.

Not a Vacation

2011-08-18T18:55:00.000-04:00

My parents have never been on a vacation. One time mom tried to make our trek west a vacation by going to the Corn Palace, Mt. Rushmore, Yellowstone, and the Oregon Coast. (There wasn't a link for pimento loaf sandwiches driving in circles to the tallest point, with the lingering smell of sulfur).

While they were here they mostly worked, and the thing Grandpa did for me (and Reuben, and eventually Simeon) was take a part a pink bike we got for free from our neighbors, spray paint it green, and re assemble it. I couldn't have done it alone, and Justin's time is so limited that it was a huge blessing to have Grandpa do it.

Grandma Wanda's 90th Birthday Party

2011-08-18T18:42:00.000-04:00

My grandma turned 90, and the family got together for it, well the family in a close proximity to Salt Lake. But there was a picture of everyone there, everyone sent family pictures. They are gathered together in a binder. Her 5 children, all her grandchildren (21), and great grandchildren (over 40). While I was putting our family picture in, we looked at it together. She said, "I never knew there were so many people that loved me." While it would be better for her not to need the reminder as often as she does, it has been reported that she spends a lot of time looking at that binder of family photos and enjoys it. During the party, she mostly sat and watched, while we took our turns sitting next to her and talking to her.

I've always had a special affection for my grandma. She used to firmly tell us to just ask for what we want, or to have an opinion. She could make wonder bread, american cheese, pickles and miracle whip a magical sandwich. One of my earliest memories is watching Grandma, my mom, and aunt Sandi making cabbage patch dolls and dresses. She always has a project she is working on.

Jordan took most of these photos.

For the birthday cake we had two Grandma Wanda cakes. Banana Cake, which I remember he making. She would make it one night, then wrap it all up, and put it out in the fridge in the garage, and we couldn't eat it until the next day. That way the Bananas had a chance to get mushy. And Lulu Day Dessert. It's named after a lady, not a holiday. I don't have a copy of Grandma's official banana cake recipe, but I'm pretty sure it says, "beat the tar out of it." or, maybe it's boil.

Lulu Day Dessert
Beat 2 whole eggs
Add:
1 Cup Sugar
1 tsp. Vanilla

Sift Together:
1 Cup Flour
1/2 tsp. Salt
1 tsp. Baking Powder

Stir lightly into first mixture.

Heat to boiling point:
1/2 Cup Milk
2 tsp. Butter

Add to mixture and mix well. Pour into greased and floured pan. Bake 30 minutes at 325.

Topping:
6 Tbsp. Melted Butter
15 Tbsp. Brown Sugar
6 Tbsp. Cream
1 Cup Coconut.

Mix and broil on cake for 2 minutes.

Top It Outing

2011-08-13T11:38:00.000-04:00

My sisters love Top It. It's a frozen yogurt place that charges you by weight. I had a coupon, and we had some time while Dad and Courtlin were car shopping, so we took a trip down. My boys love it... but I would rather have iceberg or culvers. I guess that is why I am the big sister.

Fun at the Cook Shack

I'm not crazy!

Memory

Comparison is the thief of joy.

No allergies

Exercise Video

Cow Boys.

Seasonal

Anniversary

Reuben at 6 years old.

Mad Scientist Birthday Party

Angry Birds Plushies

Reuben Turns Six

Utah Natural History Museum

It's finally a white Christmas!

You get what you pay for

Camera Give Away

quote board

Tooth Fell Out

Quote Board

Christmas Morning

Christmas Eve

Ginger Bread House

Ninja Shepherd

Merry Christmas

Handsomes.

Cell phones

Crazy Hair Day

Ward Christmas Party

Lights on Temple Square

Reuben's Teeth.

Quote Board

sleigh ride

Reuben's Talk

Thanksgiving New Mexico Trip

The Shepherd's Carol

Kindergarten Holiday Concert

Living Nativity

Zoo Lights

Dear Tooth Fairy,

Finished!

No Secret

What Think Ye of Christmas

She will be displaying the original paintings from What Think Ye of Christmas and signing books and prints at Provo Art and Frame tomorrow afternoon (Dec. 2).She will also be signing books and prints on Saturday morning (Dec. 3) at Swiss Christmas in Midway.

(If I can find a ukulele on Saturday morning we will be going to Midway.)

Quote board

Happy Birthday Justin!

Once There Was a Snowman

My craft table looks a lot like christmas

Crying at School

Look at my handsome boy!

We Heart

Brecken hearts

Reuben hearts

Hair Cuts

Doctor Who(s) a Cyberman and Rose

Doctor Who halloween costumes

Bow ties are cool

Halloween prep

boost

Today we Climbed a Mountain

Sickie

Tree "pants" sew along week one.

Book Bound: Utah Calligraphic Artists Workshop

Forgetful

Just Write: Not the worst Mom

Announcement

General Relief Society Broadcast.

Playground update

what I love about my boys

Woke up Worrying

Quoteboard

Photoboother

Greek Festival

My birthday party

Birthday in Photos

For the Record

Happy Birthday Simeon

I'm not 29

Quote Board

She will be displaying the original paintings from What Think Ye of Christmas and signing books and prints at Provo Art and Frame tomorrow afternoon (Dec. 2).

She will also be signing books and prints on Saturday morning (Dec. 3) at Swiss Christmas in Midway.